Here are some possibilities, all from the Oxford Dictionaries:
make or break
PHRASE
Be the factor which decides whether (something) will succeed or fail.
I just want to roll the dice, because this is make or break and I am a gambling person.
life-or-death
ADJECTIVE
That involves or is regarded as involving life and death; (by extension) extremely urgent or dangerous.
I just want to roll the dice, because this is a life-or-death situation and I am a gambling person.
game changer
NOUN
An event, idea, or procedure that effects a significant shift in the current way of doing or thinking about something.
I just want to roll the dice, because this is a game changer and I am a gambling person.
life-changing
ADJECTIVE
Having such a strong effect that it changes one's life.
I just want to roll the dice, because this is life-changing and I am a gambling person.