This is the context:
Paulson: Danny Kahneman, how big a question is this in science, consciousness?
Kahneman: Well, that’s very odd. I’m in a minority because for some reason I’m one of those people who never got myself completely fascinated by this question [audience laughter]. And in part this is because I never could imagine what an answer to that question would be.
source: The enigma of human consciousness.New York Academy of Sciences.
So, I was wondering what is the meaning of got yourself feeling something? Does it mean I never remember being fascinated by this question?