Consider this statement:
Had to send this in a hurry as partner walked in... and now I can' edit the post.
As with the re'homing of the cats.. they are my kids.. I can't. And even if it were to get to that stage, it's another thing that's going to happen, showing what a failure I have become..
I am sorry to be laying this out here,..
This is a post by a user on a suicide forum seeking advice. I am guessing laying out here means something like 'writing this post here'? he is sorry for posting his story here?