It's a special form of "to be" used in counterfactual clauses. That is when what you are saying isn't true: my heart is not a ball. Here is a reference to that use: [Wikipedia "use of the past subjunctive"][1] "The main use of the past subjunctive form, ***were***, which is also known as the *irrealis* is in counterfactual *if* clauses." Another reference discusses the form extensively: [Thoughtco "past subjunctive"][2] In ordinary speech, in your example sentence, some people will use the form "was". [1]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/English_subjunctive#Use_of_the_past_subjunctive [2]: https://www.thoughtco.com/past-subjunctive-1691490