I wrote:
How is it possible to be a mother and [to] see your child is being killed in such a horrible way? to see them beating your child's head to a wall until his brain pours out.
The first part of the conjunction "to be" has "to" should I then use "to" before "see"?
What about "to see" in the beginning of the second sentence? Can a sentence begin like that?
And finally, what is the proper verb for "pours out"...
P.S. I am translating the feelings of someone about a book on WW II.